Tuesday, June 15, 2010

You Never Know Maybe Tomorrow's Your Last Day






The Lives We Lead



PostSecret

I got a book for my 18th, that was full of other people's secrets.
Some of them are interesting, some of them are gross.
Some of them, I feel exactly the same way.
So whoever you are,
When your father died and you couldn't cry,
I'll have you know I couldn't cry for a while either.
And maybe that means I'm a bad person,
but when I do, All I know is that it hurts.
It really hurts.

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

For What Use Is Half A Heart

I LOVE YOU.
And I Can't wait to see you again.
It's the Day that's Leading me through This.
Knowing You're On The Other Side.
Waiting for everyone to get to you.

You always beat me at the game.
This Time You Won.

So much for I'm Older, I have to die first. You got that wrong.
Looks like all that haunting you gave me as a kid is really going to haunt me now.


:'(.

Hallelujah Brother.
I miss you.
xx

'You are gone,
and what am I,
just the lonely broken half of your heart
that let me go
when you left.
never to return.
You are gone.
And hey,
now so am I.
Gone.
For what use is half a heart
when there will never be one to match'

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Rest In Pieces

I don't know how to explain.
It's been exactly one month.
So long. But so short at the same time.

You stopped talking to me yesterday.
Your voice.
Just.
Disappeared.
I can't remember what you sound like,
I can't remember what you sounded like when you were angry, sad, or just laughing.
You're slipping away from me.
And I'm not ready.
Because it hurts.
I don't want you to leave me.
And I keep on asking you in my head for a sign that you're out there still.
Anything.
But deep down I know you're a pile of ashes.
A book of photos.
A memory.
A memory that everyday gets weaker.
And i hate myself for letting you start to leave me.
I don't want you to go.
But you have to.
I know.
It's just going to hurt for a really really really long time.
And you've left me behind.
Broken.
Unrepairable.
I can't see worth to who I am anymore.
I thought I would be able.
To continue as me.
But I can't.
Because without knowing it.
You were one half of who I was.
Now that's gone.
I'm empty.
You're gone.
And now so am I.
Gone from who I used to be.

'Look at me, my depth perception must be off again
Cause this hurts deeper than I thought it did
It has not healed with time
It just shot down my spine
You look so beautiful tonight
Reminds me how you laid us down
And gently smiled before you destroyed my life

Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces

Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces

Pieces.'


Wednesday, June 2, 2010

I don't know
what the
future holds.

:D :D :D

Saturday, May 29, 2010

And You Smile For Them

Here's some more images I took. And edited.

We all have to live in the now. It's what matters.