Better Off Alone

I know that when you set that, that you have moced on. You have moved on from me. You say you still care, that you still want to help, but really you have just got sick of me, you want to rub it in my face. By telling me 'that's not what I do, I've had enough of it.' and then doing it with someone else. And when you turn your back on me, and stop relying on me as someone to talk to, and stop seein gme as someone real, stop seeing my pain as real pain, that's when you hurt me the most. You don't realise that you're hurting me, and yet somehow people turn it round and think I'm hurting you. The last thing I want to do in this world is hurt you.

I don't ever want to hurt you. I don't ever want to hurt anyone. How could you even think, that after everything you've done for me, that I would turn my back on you.

But that's what you have done to me.
And now I feel as though we are mere acquaintances.

And longer do you say hi when you walk past

and no longer do you sya can we chat later?

It's like.

Hi Emily.

How was your day.

Ok I have to do work now.

I'll talk later.

I thought you were the last person I could rely on.

Now I have no one.

And maybe that's better then you, you having everyone, but none of them are real.

And maybe, maybe the thing is, I'm better off alone.

I tell my self that.

But it still hurts

I see that she something in you now, you have inspired her, and though I tell you how much she isn't really worth it, you still SEE something no one else does.

And I just want you to know, I'm still here, even if you don't see me.

And I do care, just not as much,

because you stopped caring about me.

When you stop caring it leaves a scar, and I knew that one blank place left inside was for you, but you scarred it, and now I don't have a single place left unscarred from peoplehurting me and letting me down.

I'm better off alone.

'I’ll be coming home
Just to be alone
Cause I know you’re not there
And I know that you don’t care
I can hardly wait to leave this place

No matter how hard I try
You’re never satisfied
This is not a home
I think I’m better off alone
You always disappear
Even when you’re here
This is not my home
I think I’m better off alone
Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a home'