Every one of you.
Today's going to be a great day.
Wake up, look at the rain, but on some gumboots, take an umbrella, disguise your high heels and walk around. Go to the park.
Go sit on the swings.
Smile.
Let an ice cream melt and let it drip bewtween your fingers, let it hit the ground.
And Laugh.
And smile again.
Because your life is good.
Your life is worth living.
Bu when you think otherwise,
I begin to doubt your strength.
I thought you were strong,
but as late, more and mroe you have needed to prop yourself on my shoulder.
I'm holding you up,
but I'm starting to crumble, not visibly crumble, but I'm still crumbling.
You think I'm strong, but I'm exactly the same as you.
Like waning moons we met,
and like waning moons we exist, so that at one point we will turn around and become full again for now.
But some day soon this will all end.
The pain you feel,
I try to promise you, but the way you carry on,
the way you complain to me about it, but don't do anything about it,
the way you break,
the way you glue back together,
the way you hurt,
it's all you, and him, and her.
It's all of them.
I am going to crawl into my hole, forget everything and start fresh.
I wan to.
This is my chance, coming up.
No one has to know Emily.
They can know the Emily that I used to know, The one where everything was all ok.
It makes it doesn't it.
It makes it all.
Keep your vinyl spinning, if the soundtrack of your life stops spinning, everything seems stupid and pointless.
Song to dance to today - Rock that body (B.E.P.)
SOng to make you feel good - Friend to a stranger (Emerson Hart)
Song if you're mourning today - Happy Alone (Earlimart)
Song if you're upset today - A song about suicide ( Sarah Jade)
A song if you're happy - Let me take your photo (The speedies)
A song to make you think - The Last something that meant anything (Something Corporate)
And a song that will make you smile - Let's dance to Joy division - (The wombats)
Today will be ok.
Today is a new day,
today is a day where you can lie on the grass and look at the sky for 15 minutes and you will realise the insignificance of it all.
Of everything.
Of it all.
It's all ok.
That I can promise.
'So, from a friend to a stranger
How's your life
In your current situation
Wish you happiness and freedom
And I wish you life
When you reach your destination,
Your destination'
How's your life
In your current situation
Wish you happiness and freedom
And I wish you life
When you reach your destination,
Your destination'

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