Try To Let Go

Ten days.
That's not along time, but at the same time it is.
Because it still doesn't feel real.
It hasn't quite reached me that I will never see you again.
No matter how hard I try, I can't believe it.
I said goodbye, but I can't comprehend goodbye forever.
Experiencing life on my own, another concept I can't understand.

I miss you, but not enough that it hurts.
Soon it will.
And I don't know if I'll be able to carry on.
Truthfully, I don't think I will.
But we'll cross that bridge when we come to it.
Won't we.

And I promised that when I hurt.
I would play your white stripes song.
Even if I didn't like it.
Because It reminds me of you.

Is it bad to cling to the past, well last holidays being the past?
If the person in your past is gone.
Maybe I should try and let go, even though I feel like I haven't got a grasp yet.

Darkness spirals upwards, and it hasn't engulfed me yet.
I'm still floating on a cloud of dreams, and that is where I will stay,
until you truly say good bye.

'When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul

Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins'