Long Road To Ruin

I only asked for on thing in my life.

One.

To be loved.

How come the thing you want the most, is the hardest to get.

As always, my bad luck turns around and bites me on the bum.

Maybe asking for one thing is too much.

Maybe we are supposed to ask for nothing.

Want nothing.

Need nothing

Do nothing.

But to be somebody I have to want something, otherwise I'm never going to get there, am I.

Maybe asking for something, is the one thing that will tear me down.

Maybe, just maybe, I'm on the road to ruin.

And maybe, just maybe, there's no return.

But I hope there is. Because that's what I desperately need, a side road that just takes me back. Take me back to when everything was easy, to when everything was just there. No asking, no wanting, no needing.

Hasta luego

'For every piece to fall in place
Forever gone without a trace
Your horizon takes its shape
No turning back, don't turn that page'