Thursday, January 21, 2010

The Search For Something More

59362778503. That is how many seconds I have been on this earth. But does each individual second matter?

With every passing second, does the meaning of my life grow clearer? Or does it just linger, just out of reach in the unknown.
Well If I did know I wouldn't be asking the questions, would I.

But No matter how many seconds I survive on this planet, there has to be something better, more fulfilling thatn this,
more amazing, more approving of me. Of who I am. Of who I should be, Of who I want to be.

It's what I am always searching for, just a little bit past my line, somehwere where I can be happy with no shakes, and no nothing just no thinking. NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING.

It's the epic search.

The search for something new, something fresh, something better. A search for the cabaret.

It's The search for something more.


It's a search that never ends, a search that doesn't get any easier.


'But when I saw her laid out like a queen, she was the happiest corpse I'd ever seen'


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