The Big Fight

I HAVE TRIED

I SWEAR

I HAVE TRIED SO HARD

Why do you do this to me?

I'm sorry I'm not some magic human who doesn't feel normal stuff,

I'M JUST FEELING WHAT IS NORMAL WHEN YOU DO THAT TO ME

I need somewhere to stay

I need to escape this life,

Every minute it seems like all you want me to do is fail.

THEN FINE. I WILL

I WILL FAIL.

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I WILL FAIL BECAUSE YOU TOLD ME TO.

you will never see me again.

You will never hear another word from me.

I will be dead to you, for all you knwo I might as well be dead.

Don't mourn for me.

I don't care about you.

DON'T TELL ME HOW TO LIVE MY LIFE.

WHEN I KNOW YOURS.

I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU.

I DON'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE

I DON'T LOVE ANYONE.

YOU HAVE MADE ME SO UPSET.

There is no escape, bar one escape, and don't tell me I haven't thought about it.

BECAUSE I HAVE. ALL THE TIME. EVERY DAY.

and now I want it. I want it to hurt you.

I want it because it is what I need.

It is the only hing that will let me be no more to you.

I GET THE POINT.

NOW LEAVE ME ALONE.

LEAVE THE THE FUCK ALONE.

LEAVE ME SO ALONE.

THAT I CAN'T HEAR YOU

SEE YOU

FEEL YOU.

I don't want to.

I wish you were dead.

I wish I was dead.

I wish you were dead too.

I want you to die, I want you to go away.

I want to die.

I'M SORRY I'M WORTHLESS

I'M SORRY I'M A FAILURE

I'M SORRY I'M RUDE

I'M SORRY I'M NOT PERFECT>

I'M FUCKING SORRY

get the point ok.

take it.

twist it.

spit it out.

I'm out of here,

I'm out of this town, out of this place, out of wherever I am now.

And you can't came.

YOU ARE DEAD TO ME.

Have fun.