This Is Just How It Goes

DELETE IT THEN. STOP MAKING YOURSELF READ IT. I REALLY REALLY HATE IT.

Leave me alone.

Delete this from your history, delete this from your present, delete this from your future.

Don't judge me,

And don't ask questions.

This is just how it goes.

I fell once, I will not fall again.

I will disconnect from all I know,

and you can have misunderstandings and conceptions.

But you are all wrong.

I know nothing.

But you know Less.

Brother you are all mine for the taking.

And I will look after you.

But stop thinking you know what it's like.

Because you don't.

And maybe this is who I am. Just because I'm not like you, or your friends.

'Rows of houses all bearing down on me
I can feel their blue hands touching me
All these things in all positions
All these things will one day take control
And fade out again and fade out'