You locked me out. Just let me in again. once. please.

I HATE IT. I HATE IT HERE.

I DO.

I NEED TO GO AWAY.

I NEED TO LEAVE.

I GET SOO ANGRY.

at how immature people can be, including myself,

at how uninclusive people can be, including myself.

HOw stupid we aall are,

How everyone just needs to grow up.

AND STOP IT.

BECAUSE HE DOESN'T EVEN COUNT AS A REAL PERSON.

I don't know how you don't see him for what he is.

BECAUSE EVERYONE ELSE DOES

apart form you. and you. and you and you and you.

STOP IT. IT MAKES ME SO ANGRY.

he'll end up no one, trust me. and when you complain to me about it,

its your fault.

you're the one who hangs out with him,

talks to him every night.

YOU'RE THE ONE DIGGING YOURSELF A HOLE.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I know you don't care, and I know I hardly ever see you. ever, but still, why don't you just talke to me.

It is your hole you're digging, and maybe if you just listened to the people around you you would understand.

At least I hope you would.

It just makes me feel so crap, because I know you can do so much better than that.

I know you can.

seriously.

But today was a good day. It was.

And i hope we have more days like that. minus the reckless driving. and minus the crash into the tree. Today I loved life. You're awesome and amazing.

Never forget.

I think I just need to get away, and Im going to make our shells into a necklace, and I'm going to remember it forever, and everyone else who didn't even care this day, well maybe you're not worth remembering, because you didn't care. Two people cared today.

And those people are the people that matter to me.

And my family at school. my ainga. my usos. You guys are awesome. I love you. Just sing your songs and live your life,

because one day,

it will all be suddenly over.

and days like this, are the days we will miss together.

PEace, love, its all here, just pass my wall and you'll find it.

'When life had locked me out, I turned to you
So open the door.
Cuz' you're all I need right now it´s true.
Nothin' works like you.'